Today, I realized that I have had a long period of dormant thinking that I’m ready to tap into. The degree is communication. The road is long and difficult because I have to rebuild skills that have been dormant for some time. I’m thinking that I would like to start a program soon to help…

Today I had a micro manic attack and utilized techniques I learned in my program. I am guessing things actually do work out. Even if it’s a little tedious. I will learn not to complain and learn how to love the bomb. It has been one of the hardest things in my life to stay…

Day 2 of my treatment was a doozy. Essentially, my new phsychiatrist on staff is a fair but deadly opponent (not really deadly but stern). He was offering no relief except that I can take my Abilify anytime I want (but it should be regularly.) So tongiht I’m going to have Abilify at night and…

There’s no doubt about it. My first day in partial hospitatlization made me realize that I am very sick. Some of the other inmates were helpful and encouraging. I need to get some sleep to even make the program worth doing. The nightly panic attacks will come but at least I have ambien. That gives…

Using new characters and new stories, creating a Bible-like book that is more towards the angle of women characters, particularly a trinity with Rose Quartz, Captain Janeway and Matilda from the Roald Dalhl book of the same name. It’s a fan fiction. My first one. It’s an interesting tale to write because it’s set in…

If anything: Use the present to plan for the future. The present is fleeting. The future is infinite.