• photo by Cherisha Leung

    August 24th, Sunday, Lavender Light Cruiser (the name of our house) hosted an evening hoedown. Among other things, there was a talent show and a pie baking contest. I was presenting and coordinating the judging of the pie. I had three lovely judges, and we judged the pies based on concept, execution, and taste. I appreciated having a simple scale, one to five. I think it would have helped to coach the judges to be a little bit more contrasting in the judging.

    I think that we had a lot of threes, fours, and fives. Maybe they just weren’t used to creating more variance in the scores for more clear math or opinions. I think there’s some kind of standard about that, but overall, there were definitely clear winners. There were, and at a pace where I could keep up with the rest, and I felt good to have a sense of presenting the pies without bias because I didn’t judge the pies, and I thought that was cool.

    But yeah, I also really liked the pie processions. Everyone who baked the pie—after they were judged—they all gathered in the living room, and then we came out in a line, and I introduced the pies. I had interviewed each baker and got a little summary of the name, the ingredients, any story involved, their inspiration as a baker—that kind of thing.

    Advice or things that I would do for a future pie-baking contest: telling people ahead of time when the judging is going to be happening, and then also maybe getting the bakers to meet the judges and potentially present their pies to the judges. Not sure exactly if that improves it or slows it down. I really did appreciate the quickness because I would interview bakers as they arrived, so there was a more streamlined situation for the judges. The judges had clipboards with paper and pens, and they didn’t associate bakers with the pies, which I think can be kind of nice where the pie speaks for itself.

    But yeah, we had one late entrant—well, we had more than one late entrant. I guess a pie that was not entered, but also we had a pie come at the very last minute, right before we were tying up the scores, and that pie ended up being first place. So, I think this is an example of how sometimes the best pies are the later pies. And so, I still appreciate the feeling of having the judging towards the beginning of the event so that attendees could eat with plenty of time instead of maybe at the end, where some people would come and go without having any time.

    When I was presenting, I didn’t have a script, and I think it would have been good to introduce the judges, maybe say a little bit about them, and also talk about the prizes in more detail. We had one judge who also contributed prizes, which were original art prints made using stamps and a pie motif that I thought was really clever. But yeah, I did not highlight that artist either, so I have a bit to learn still about presenting events, especially contests where people work really hard, and maybe every entrant gets some kind of participation trophy. I always think that’s a nice touch—feeling like you get a souvenir for trying.

    There were a couple of bakers who this was their inaugural pie, or one of their first pies, and I thought that was really special.

    Note: next pie contest maybe make a commemorative zine with color photos celebrating the pies entered into the contest.

  • Report on a New Drawing Style

    The artist’s recent work demonstrates a shift toward a simplified, graphic approach that emphasizes clarity and symbolic weight. The essence of this style is distillation: forms are reduced to their most essential outlines, resulting in a visual language that balances legibility with expressive potential.

    This development was partly prompted by the artist’s participation in training sessions that required filling large poster surfaces with texture. The challenge of scale and coverage led to a systematic exploration of marks that could carry both density and clarity.

    Color plays a carefully defined role in the process. The palette is limited and deliberate: muted tones form a grid-like structure, black establishes the primary outlines, and fluorescent highlighters act as accent points. The effect recalls a diagrammatic system, where rules of organization are visible, but with occasional breaks that introduce play and experimentation.

    Viewers encounter images that feel emoji-like in their simplicity, evoking accessibility, directness, and even a scientific clarity. The work often resembles graphic design more than traditional art, prioritizing legibility while leaving space for expressive deviations. This balance suggests a grammar of form—an ordered set of visual rules—that the artist can intentionally disrupt.

    Conceptually, the process revolves around distillation, encapsulated in the artist’s idea that a complex concept can be boiled down into 49 squares. This numerical framework serves as both a discipline and a constraint, forcing ideas into a reduced but resonant format.

    Looking ahead, the artist sees this style expanding into narrative and functional applications. Potential directions include illustrated presentations, educational tools, and card games. The style’s icon-like quality positions it well for integration into the language of daily life, where symbols, grids, and diagrams shape communication.

  • I’m appreciative of the foresight to make a post before the end of the year about my progress in my embroidery practice. Here are some questions and answers. I got the questions from ChatGPT. I asked:

    “I am making a blog post batching the embroidery I’ve done in the last seven months. Help me by asking six important questions that you think readers want to know the answers to.”


    1. What inspired you to start or continue embroidering over the last seven months?

    I enjoy my relationship with thread, needle, and hand sewing. I think it’s very relaxing and accessible. I like that I can do it in my bedroom while watching TV.

    Some of the projects in this post are iterations of things I’ve done before or I’m continuing to work on in terms of motifs, types of stitches, and using somewhat sheer fabric. That’s part of the experiment. In some cases, there’s shiny appliqué or patchwork involved too.


    2. How did your techniques or style evolve during this time?

    I recently got into the idea of using a running stitch to create patterns. I’m still enjoying the fishbone stitch—I use it a lot in my fills. Some recurring motifs include the hexagrid-patterned leaves.

    There’s also this tiling method I use to make these pathways for a particular kind of appliqué style that I like. It essentially has hoops and a line through them that can be modulated in different ways to create unique patterns.


    3. Which piece are you most proud of, and why?

    I really enjoy the silver fabric piece. This one uses a style of taking equilateral triangles and sewing them together to create a blob-shaped piece. It has a really organic shape, and it could be added to.

    I really appreciate it because it has such shine. I’m always captivated by it—especially when I play with it during performance rehearsals.


    4. What were the biggest challenges you faced, and how did you work through them?

    Maybe it’s because I have pretty low stakes with these pieces, or I’m not sure what the goal is—it’s more about the process and executing ideas.

    The biggest challenge might be sourcing shiny fabrics. Recently, both Joann’s and a couple of fabric stores in San Francisco have closed, so fabric shopping has been kind of limited.

    Another challenge is not having a thread store nearby. I don’t have a car, and when I’m walking around, I just don’t happen upon good fabric or thread/craft-oriented stores. Because of that, I tend not to use as many inventive threads.

    So maybe that’s a goal for upcoming projects: to order some variegated threads online. They’re really cool because they change colors and add fun patterns, which enhances the visual quality.


    5. Did any themes, materials, or motifs keep showing up?

    I like embroidery. I like patterns. I like researching patterns. I’m always intrigued by things I see on Pinterest.

    I appreciated thinking about the grid and how the embroidery hoop lends itself to a radial formation—especially in my last couple of pieces. I’ve been thinking about how the running stitch can be used in an organic pattern, starting from the center and radiating outward.


    6. What’s next for your embroidery practice?

    I’ve been really enjoying this new technique of seeing what happens with progressive running stitches, starting from the center outward. I’m thinking about what I could do to plan certain sections—or if I just want to keep it improvisational and see which shapes I like or which ones keep popping up.

    I noticed this fun technique where, for maybe six rows, I’ll do a shift to the left (in this case, clockwise), and that creates a bit of a distortion in the pattern. It adds a lot of visual movement.

    Essentially, it’s a mandala. I can see how, because of the slow, repetitive nature of these shapes, there are many ways to keep things interesting through tiny experiments or shifting approaches—as we spiral toward the edge of the piece.

  • Kismet Arts Tangent met for six meetings focusing on the medium of video. Initially, I was interested in encouraging scripts. What happened was more of a sketch or an outline of experiments.

    I think the goal was to create a cool video with a sense of collage and experimental editing, but I think with momentum and priorities, we did not achieve that. I used some of the clips (in a haphazard uploading way) to make a kind of placeholder video or just some fodder to reflect on and jog my memory that we did have activities that we were doing even if it wasn’t planned or documented or organized in post as how I am now thinking I want to organize workflow for projects of this kind.

    Maybe more reflection later.

  • New years resolutions
    🎨 Strengthen and formalize creative practices.
    📝 Align intentions with actions through clearer goal-setting frameworks.
    🤝 Foster deeper connections and community.
    🌱 Integrate holistic self-care and wellness into daily life.
    🎓 Achieve professional and educational milestones (MFA, job, skills expansion).
    🎮 Embrace play and fun in work and creativity.
    📖 Celebrate and reflect more often through rituals and journaling.

    This year, I created my bingo card with ChatGPT. I put in my accomplishments that I’ve been tracking for the last four months and asked it to guess what my resolutions are and then craft a long list of resolutions (100) and then I culled it and refined it to 25 tasks that inspired me.

    When I did this last year, I did not document any of my accomplishments and perhaps the point is to send my intentions out into the ether, but I am open to the idea of updating this post with updates? A fine balance between a project and a timesuck. I think my goals are to plant the seed and see what comes up. I am a little suspicious of goal psychology because I want to cater toward my whimsical nature and I have yet to find the most elegant pipeline to make reports for the board I don’t have.

    update 12/24/2025- made a table where I wrote reflections and asked ChatGPT for possible recommendations.

    ActivityNotes / ReflectionRatingPossible recommendations
    Buy a ticket to a community event to meet new people. 🎟️I went to a beautiful community event in oregon that was ticketed and met new people.Rating: Success!Repeat this format locally; keep ticketed events as a reliable structure for meeting people.
    Pick one past project to review and write down three improvements you can make. 🎨Cool idea. I think that I’ve done a lot of different kinds of reflection and yet, but also I guess I am more interested in reviewing a project that someone is curious about and answering questions in person? I think that might be a more fun project if the opportunity ever came up to do a bts interview.Rating: Failure.Reframe as “live review / BTS conversation” instead of solo written reflection.
    Send a message to a friend you haven’t spoken to in a while. 💌Did not do this and maybe I’m becoming more accustomed to my small circle of intimates.Rating: Failure!Decide intentionally whether this goal still aligns with your values.
    Finish and frame one embroidery piece you’ve been working on.I gave my partner an embroidery piece in a frame.Rating: Success!Continue gift-oriented framing as a motivator.
    Cook and pack a new healthy meal prep recipe for the week. 🥗I think this idea was more like bring lunch from home. Or batch meal planning. Did not do this and I don’t think it’s my style at this point.Rating: Failure!Replace with “bring any lunch from home” or “repeat one easy staple.”
    Sign up for a networking event in your field, such as a conference or meetup. 🤝Did not do this. Make a list of events for next year to network!Rating Failure.Create a low-pressure annual list without committing yet.
    Send a thank-you note to a mentor or friend via email or post. ✉️I sent a friend a thank you note in a text. I’m going to count that.Rating: Success!Keep “text counts” as a valid format.
    Ask a colleague or peer for feedback on a specific creative project. 🖋️This was good in that I received writing feedback from a writing coach and it felt good to finally be in a place where I wanted to make my art better to increase the audience’s enjoyment.Rating: Success!Schedule this intentionally at project midpoints.
    Spend a day outdoors, sketching or taking photos of nature. 🌳I think this was a good idea and I could make it more of a personal project like a durational nature, forest bathing on drugs kind of thing.Rating: Failure.Recast as a conceptual or durational art project.
    Organize a casual meetup with a community group for a coffee or lunch. 🏙️Did not do this. I am interested in more community events.Rating: failure.Attach this to existing events instead of initiating from scratch.
    Book a weekend creative retreat at a nearby location to recharge. 🏞️Hmm… did not do this. It might help to make a list of creative retreat offerings and then book them way in advance.Rating: failure.Research-only phase before committing money.
    Set a financial goal for the month and transfer a set amount into savings. 💰I had such a rough time of this. I think that when I wrote this, I thought I was going to be making so much money, but after I got laid off, I ended up draining a bit of my savings.Shift toward stabilization goals rather than growth goals.
    Sign up for a creative class that pushes you to try something outside your comfort zone. 🎨-I signed up for a children’s book writing class over zoom in the summer. It was definitely outside of my comfort zone. I had some ick because I didn’t like the teaching style and I quit after a few sessions.Rating: Success!Treat quitting as data, not failure.
    Plan a small community event and book a venue or reserve space for it. 🎉Oof. My budget this year had very little room for community events. I did have some influence over my house events, but I think this task was about trying new venues/locations.Rating: Failure!Focus on influence within existing spaces rather than new venues.
    Choose one self-care activity you’ve wanted to try (like a spa day or bath) and schedule it. 💆‍♀️Hmmm… I did enjoy a jacuzzi this year. I also went to the Archimedes banya for my birthday. I don’t think it’s an intentional new try, though.Rating: Failure!Clarify what “new” means, or drop that constraint.
    Celebrate a small win today by sharing it with a friend or social media. 🎉I suppose I did a few of these things. I especially appreciate the wins I celebrate via my blog.Rainting: success!Formalize blog wins as the primary channel.
    Create a mood board for your next art project by gathering materials and images. 🎨I made a few moodboards for projects using pinterest.Rating: Success!Keep digital-first moodboarding.
    Contact an accountability partner to schedule your first check-in. 🤝I had some accountability with my coaches, but nothing formal. Hmm…Rating: Failure!Decide whether formal accountability is actually needed.
    Create a budget for the month and track your expenses for the week. 📊I think the opposite happened where I gave myself permission to spend more of my savings.Rating: Failure!Replace with “expense awareness” rather than tracking.
    Plan a fun creative date, like visiting an art gallery with a friend. 🎨Hmm… put this on my bingo list for next year. I could use more creative dates.Rating: FailureMove this into future-oriented planning tools.
    Attend a cultural event or show, like a local theater performance or art exhibit. 🎭-I attended a few of these this year and one of my favorites was theater of Yugen, where I saw my dear friend Fenner perform as a Yamabushi!Capture highlights to inform future choices.
    Host a casual gathering at home or a park to connect with new people. 🥂-I hosted a fluxus meetup but I didn’t market it very well and no one came. I was a co-host at my house for our monthly events and new people showed up thanks to my new housemate.Rating: Different direction!Lean into co-hosting and shared visibility.
    Start a vision journal and write down your long-term goals today. 📖-I did a lot of visioning with hypnotherapists and coaches, but didn’t exactly put it into a journal. I have been developing ideas about how I like to work on projects and it’s still evolving.Rating: Different direction!Accept non-journal visioning as valid.
    Choose a new healthy recipe to try this week and shop for the ingredients. 🍳I got into some great recipes in December. I explored some different kinds of salads and ultimately embraced the world of smorrebrod.Rating: Success!Continue seasonal, curiosity-driven cooking.
    Identify one creative risk you want to take (like trying a new technique or style). 🎨Weirdly wordered– I did try a new technique, see pixel art exploration. Risky? I don’t know.Rating: SuccessRefine language around what “risk” means for you.
  • Stitching on light, transparent chiffon feels smooth and effortless. The fabric offers little resistance, letting me focus on detail. Sigils, mudras, and the Flower of Life inspire me. Each stitch channels intention and mindfulness into my work.

    I’ve developed a rhythm: inbox and outbox for my projects. When I finish, I clear space for new designs. Reloading the hoop resets my mindset, preparing for the next.

    I do this in the morning, after journaling, before lunch. Watching The Magicians adds a layer of magic. This routine centers me, grounding my thoughts and energy. Embroidery is more than art—it’s a practice of self-reflection.

  • This Christmas, I wanted a song that felt different. I was reading about perfectionism, and it got me thinking. I didn’t want the usual festive cheer, but something more honest. Something that acknowledged the strange cosmic energy of the season.

    I was searching for a Christmas karaoke song, but nothing felt right. So, I decided to create one with ChatGPT. I wanted lyrics that captured the feeling of being alone, but still hopeful.

    The song reflects the tension between feeling disconnected and embracing possibility. It’s about finding light even when things feel uncertain. There’s a rawness to it, a recognition of imperfection, and a reminder that hope can exist even in the most unexpected places.

    This Christmas song isn’t perfect, but it captures the essence I was looking for: a strange, cosmic energy with a sense of quiet hope. It feels like the perfect anthem for a season that’s both lonely and full of possibility.